F O R E M O S T

"Every choice you make when you're lost, Every step you take has it's cause.."

... I have no idea about what to write in my first blog entry, until i finished downloading this meaningful song from MLTR (while watching Lovers in Paris). Suddenly, everything that happened in my life these past few months came rushing in. i was reminded of the tears and the pain, then eventually the joy and the smiles that came after... i've always believed that everything happens for a reason, and back then, i was willing to wait, no matter how long, for the answers. i never thought that God would give me the answers that fast!!!!! (:

"After you clear your eyes, you'll see the light somewhere in the darkness..

After the rain has gone, you'll feel the sun comes..

and though it seems your sorrow never ends,

someday its gonna make sense..."

I dont want to define anymore how dark my life used to be, and how lonely i used to feel. Ive left them all behind. what matters is that everything's making sense now. i've moved on and recovered. and if i have to do it all over again, to end up in where i am right now, i'll do it again with all my heart, because all the tears and the pain and the waiting are all worth it...

"after the rain has gone you feel the sun comes

and though it seems your sorrow never ends,

someday it's gonna make sense.."

Someday is already here. that Someday is Now. (:

"Kahit gaano ka pa kaperpekto, kung hindi ka mahal, hindi ka talaga mahal."

-this line I got from Lovers in Paris. Sensible it is. (:

xoxo,

B.